good luck

this is where i am at now:

good luck, everybody!!
never give up

nothing's wrong with stubborn

something wrong with the word stubborn??



yep..
i'm looking for the limit of being stubborn!
but i do really love being stubborn q:

today,
my beloved one said it clearly:

mau orang lain ngapain terserah, yang penting impian bisa diraih!

^^
and i won't ever giving up, though the world says i'm a totally stupid stubborn, though you are also the part of that kind of world. i have faith actually. people may ask me to stop trying. but i still can do praying.

hehehe..
one friend made a question on her facebook's status:

kalo ad mesin waktu mau ngapain? flash back or lookin the future?

since i am a disorder people, i have my own answer: repair my past. not only flash back. coz, yea, i still refuse to read the Lauhul Mahfudz, better repair the past than knowing the future but we can't do anything. hohoho, really shows i'm pathetic, doesn't it? q;

yes, i'm pathetic. really. especially in these recent moments. everything seems so hard for me. sometimes i forgot that i'm superverda and giving up so easily. looking for the word stubborn in my head to make me strong. so, nothing's wrong with stubborn, i guess. it makes me strong, but a little bit stupid, right? at least i'm strong.