Skidamarink

I am thinking about my dreams. Now. Oh, yes, I have, Sir! There. They look like a collection of cotton in the pillow. They' are in the atmosphere now. Waiting for a meteor to come and hit. A meteor of what should I really need to do. Super quandary, I can tell. I had a chance, the perfect one. The dynamic of life, if I have the right to say, ruined them all.

But that chance never leaves me, because where there's a will there's a way, right? Not as perfect as before, but yes, I still have a chance, I guess. Sadly, the most painful consequence will absolutely follow. Should I let the chance go and wave goodbye to my dream to elude the endless pain?

I know, that's not the end. I can't believe I will say this although I do believe it: God has plans. Another chance will come like a parade of ants. I'm sure. The momentum, will never be the same, and.. I don't know. I should, again, trust that I'll get the best and stop trying, maybe?

Skidamarink a dink a dink. Skidamarink a doo.

Nonsense. Hah.


A brief update from me:

Yesterday, I had a date with my girlfriends.

Kinda miss a moment like that :))

And, oh! One of them will get married by the end of this year. Happy for you, dear!

How do you define infidelity?

How do you define infidelity?

Can saying 'I love you' to the opposite sex other than your partner define infidelity? Can saying 'good night' or 'good morning' to the opposite sex behind your partner define infidelity? Can having a heart-to-heart conversation with the opposite sex other than your partner define infidelity? Can imagining to have a family with the opposite sex other than your partner define infidelity? Can reminding the opposite sex other than your partner to eat much, to take a rest, to sleep well, to do prayers, or to do anything else, behind your partner define infidelity? Can buying a flower or CD game to the opposite sex other than your partner define infidelity? Can holding-hand with the opposite sex other than your partner define infidelity? Can having lunch together with the opposite sex other than your partner define infidelity? Can texting unserious things with the opposite sex other than your partner define infidelity?

If they can, how is your life now? Too many interesting things you can’t do just to prove that you have fidelity.

If they can’t, then, what is the appropriate term to use as a word that is explained by the explanation above?

Man-woman interactions, lead two hearts to be broken. A vulnerable innocent heart is betrayed by an unfaithfulness, by a treachery. Can marriage solve this problem? Is marriage a door to falsity? Or is a marriage a door to an eternal love?

Answer please.

Look at ourselves now. At the point of our fidelity. At the point our “Can we be trusted?”. At the point of how we easily violate the rules of God. Do they encode in our genes? Will they influence our human-human interaction later? In friendships, a relationship, or in a marriage?

A past, can’t be changed. The sins we’ve done, can’t be undone. Repent and forswear can’t guarantee anything. The human's heart is like a fluid. Life changes. People change. We change. In the end all we can do is to master the art of adjusting, because congeniality won’t last forever. Because people are unique. To master the art of adjusting requires an ability to understand the dynamic of people to change due to their life exposure, due to our existence. Acceptance is the key. And expectations are the murderer.

Tell me, please..
How do you define infidelity?