I think my PhD is a failure.
Well, I was about to giving up when I started writing to explain what I am feeling right now. Simply because I already lost my ability to describe these abstract things. Did I ever have one? *laugh*
However, I never imagined that it can be this simple to illustrate the dying butterfly in my stomach. I did not even have to think about the metaphor to make it more dramatic.
Yes, my PhD is a failure.
Love,
A total failure.