Aku pikir aku sedang ketakutan, tapi sepertinya aku cuma malas.
Malas menghadapi kegagalan.
Honestly, I’m exhausted with myself—constantly confused by my own thoughts and feelings. I know what I want, but I don’t want to put in the work. I wish for some kind of magic to make it happen.
See? Maybe it's not fear—maybe I’m just being lazy.