black dot

too much things are running in my head right now, the rainbow, the cloud, the wind, the snow, and all the beauty in this world i ever see. and it easily makes a smile in my face. then i told you, then i told everyone about those beauties, and you smile, and everyone does. and all the mysteries of life you and i are trying hard to figure out are running too. everything, in my head. dancing and dancing and dancing like the days will last forever. dancing and asking me to dance with them, to drink some beers, to cheer for the happy life i decide for. but there's a little dot somewhere in my head. a little black dot. but i just can't whisper about the dot. not to you. not to everyone. it hurts. i cry. alone.