2 months 3 weeks and 6 days

yes!
it's november (: my lovely person said: monnovi ^^

i really should've made my eyes open wider and bigger more than ever. i really do to see every single little piece in my life.

begins with my parent's birthday. yup, my mother got the 20102010 qx and my father 5 days later. happy birthday to you all! love you sooo..

then, growing up..
i'm suck of that, i admit. hehehe.. but i'm not so suck that i can't see what's happening around me -____- one thing i got from things happened in my recent life is that existence is important. how people recognize us and how people see the positive things in us is important. but the more important thing is how we make our existence. really, it's not good to have a big mouth and talk every good things without any proofs. we don't need to say we can do it if the fact is we can not do it at all, just to make people see how cool we are. really, that's crap! T_T *self note* one good way that i've learnt is being reliable and responsible. if you've said yes, it might be a really yes to make people trust on you, not to make people depend on you so you can fool people.

and the second *another self note*
make our conflict be our own problems. it is really not necessary to tell about the confilct so people will see us as the victim. grow up!

speaking about victim, mount merapi errupted in october 26. and the ash became a rain and covered my lovely jogja into white -__- ouch. then people talking about the magic number, 26. c'mon, it's disaster and people talk about the spooky 26 and the date around 26 as a date of disaster? my birthday is 25, so i am another disaster? well, for some people, maybe i am. heheheheee..

yeah, whatever.

so, it has been 2 months 3 weeks and 6 days after august 5th and i am remain a useless apoteker T___T