a moment to celebrate our love

uwahh..
ini masih libur semester tapi kerjaan udah mulai numpuk. well, bener, kerjaan. i do this for money.. =3

and as always,
i hate being a person who needs to try thousands times harder than others just to get "halah, cuma itu aja.." in the end. or something that indicate that my work was useless or i have a wrong perspective of a case or that i can't do something well.

i know i'm not as smart as people expect me to be (there are? eh..). but if you don't know how hard i'm trying, don't consider me doing something like tweeting or blabbering. it breaks my heart.

and it was getting worse when i'd tried so hard for a deadline, the deadline is pending. kayak misalnya udah begadang ngerjain tugas, besoknya si dosen absen.

tapi berhubung hari ini valentine, ya sudahlah..

eh? apa? valentine??
no no no! i don't celebrate valentine! not because i'm a muslim or i'm a kind of person who thinks that love should be celebrated every day (i even think we need a moment to celebrate our love in the middle of the rush hours) or my partner didn't give me lupis (as i requested) or sunflower.

i just think that the history behind the valentine's day is similar to hari kartini, hari pendidikan nasional, or hari pahlawan except the fact that valentine's history is silly and ridiculous. because i think it would be better to have currie's day or habibi's day. if it's all about love, then their stories touch my heart more than just about someone in jail who only wrote a letter before he died.. well, if i'm not mistaken.

i even didn't feel the euphoria. anyway, i ever celebrated it. when i was in junior high, with my girlfriends..