the history

let's start talking about the history of my blogging activity =3 ah, it's because i reread my old blog lately and curse my self T__T

i started to blog when i was in first grade high school, year 2002, if i'm not mistaken. the wish of having a class web for my junior high school led me to find out how to make it happened. then i found blogspot which was free, after a long exploration in warnet. hehe.. i always remember how internet connection was very expensive that time so i couldn't use it every time i want, plus my activities during my first year in high school, i didn't expect too much to finish my work. i even lost many data of my friend in junior high school T__T

but, since i'd read many personal blog that time, i made my first personal blog in blogspot as a trial. i used "verdazone" or something like that for my web address. oh, yes, it's gone now. i think i'd deleted it after i graduate (haha, i forgot what i'd done to my first blog). i just remember that it was very silly and absurd and ah so fuc*king ridiculous when i tried to explain about my life or something. i was very lazy to update my blog that time because i didn't like wasting time in warnet (it could be hours and verrrry tiring!).

and i was in first year in college life (year 2005) when i knew friendster. some of my friends affected me to make a blog in friendster. and the time i made a blog in friendster was the time i said goodbye to my blog in blogspot. and now, i regret it ),: if only i perpetuated my very first blog. sigh.

but then i found my best friend has a blog in blogspot. and suddenly i wanted to make one too again because i didn't really like my blog in friendster. then voila, savorsimplicity.blogspot.com was born! ^^ i got the address from "life manifesto" by morgan l. johnson. don't ask me who is he. all that i knew he made 9 life manifesto:

live fully
seek serenity
laugh often
tread mindfully
savor simplicity
love passionately
think globally
exude creativity
treasure tranquility

and i chose savor simplicity as my manifesto of life xD hehe. actually i read it in a picture, but i can't find the picture.

because the internet connection was easier to find that time, i periodically updated my blog, beside that i was very lonely that time and needed a place to share something. the first euphoria was to announce my blog to everybody, but i thought no body was interested about my blog. i didn't even find my friend around me had something like blog T__T so i just grumbled by my self. alone.

i wish i can remember my first blog skin and the title of my blog. too bad, i can't. i changed the skin many times. and i think, this is one of my favorite skin. i don't really remember, and i can't find my archive T___T


i got the idea from my real life of course, especially about something that came through my mind. or maybe from a new phrase i found, then i strung it up into a story. and i was amazed how i love it very much. i love to grumble. love to curse. love to say everything i want to say to show up my feeling, though it only worked if i have a bad mood -____- yes, something like pathetic thoughts.

then i'm ashamed about that. hehe..

and i had to hide it. and lived in disguise. then change the address. from bitterbuttersoul, hanyaverda, justverda, etc. ah, very labile that time. i don't even know how many times i changed my address xD then, this is verdafarida.blogspot.com, published with my own name, though i feel the difference how i share story. but i hope i don't loose my style =3

i didn't ask for attention or something, that's why there's only about me and i didn't do link exchange. i only share story about something i want to share to reduce the size of my overload brain or just to figure out something. i don't care about my language. and i don't care if someone misunderstand.