new year's euphoria

yes, i didn't join any new year's euphoria, but i was excited to wait for the turning year.

when i look back to my 2011. just a long sigh. siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.

but if any kind of improvement can be qualified as an achievement, then, my eyes getting bigger. that's all. and if you really take care of me, you know that i've said that many times. but in 2011, i found its true meaning. although somehow, i can not see my own eyes. fool.

anyway, this turning year, punch my face. it gives me a warning about what should happen in year 2012. and, yes, it will be and it have to be, or at least i have to make, a new door to a new path.

therefore, for the first time i make a resolution list. hurray! thesis, graduation, and job are the first things in my list. and let the rest and the details for my own xD it isn't a long list, actually. and some of them are unimportant, such as going to dentist in this january :| oh my god! blood keeps coming out from my gums :| and migrain attack comes more often when my body doesn't respond to paracetamol anymore.

of course there was also some failures xD the big failure i made was that i grow a feeling of guilty about everything, because somehow, i feel, that how i think, i do, and i say are wrong.

ah, nevermind.

so..
yeah, let me see me how i achieve them *fingers crossed*