I ain't a supermom

When my life is changing into a routine of nursing breastfeeding soothing playing peekaboo changing diaper and repeat in a never ending loop, I feel super tired.

I am not trying to be a supermom, a mom who never complaints, or a mom who always does everything patiently with a smile even though her jobs is not perfectly done; and tell everybody that I am fine.

If I am tired, I will say I am tired, I will show that I am tired (and seek some help if it's needed).

Sorry, Kid.
If you think I am your supermom. I am not. I don't even want to try to be a supermom for you. Because I can't. I am only human, an ordinary human. If someday, I have to cry because I feel exhausted, because of you or because of anything else, I will cry in front of you.
So, you will know, that I can cry, too.
So, you know, that I can be sad, too.
So, you know, that you can make me tired and exhausted and angry..
And know that, how low I am, I still love you. So much. And never once, I give up on you.

Because being tired is normal. Because crying is normal.

And just like other mothers, I need me time.

However, going to a mall, to a salon, or to a hang out with my friends, is not an option, karena aku ga tega ninggalin dia lama-lama.

Kalau mau ke mall ya dia harus ikut, dan biasanya dia memang ikut. Kalau ke salon, udah sering banget diajak eyangnya, tapi aku tak tega karena bau kimianya nyegrak banget. Hang out? Hahaha..

Jadi, me-time-ku paling mentok ya GO-MASSAGE :)

Sama:

Bersih-bersih kamar dan cuci piring, yang mana kedua hal ini adalah hal yang sangat jarang aku lakukan sebelum ada Yui.

Karena menjauh sebentar itu tidak mengapa dan menjaga kewarasan itu sangat perlu.


Be Happy.