Always. I forgot about that. And I'm dying right now.
High expectation always ends up in a deep desperation and in a huge disappointment.
And in disappointment, my silence lays.
It's the best way I can do since I know, before disappointment, there are another disappointments.
So, in a moment like this, I choose to keep silent and it doesn't mean I don't want to share what I truly feel. It's just that I'm afraid, how if I let somebody down before? If so, then I deserve to be in this kind of desperation. And yes, I let every body down before. Then, here I am.
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
