Haha

Nanti kan ada masanya

Ku kan dirayakan sebegitu hebatnya

Nanti kan ada waktunya

Ku kan dicintai sebegitu besarnya

____

Nanti kan ada waktunya aku merasakan apa yang ingin aku rasakan.

L.A.Z.Y

 Aku pikir aku sedang ketakutan, tapi sepertinya aku cuma malas.

Malas menghadapi kegagalan.

Honestly, I’m exhausted with myself—constantly confused by my own thoughts and feelings. I know what I want, but I don’t want to put in the work. I wish for some kind of magic to make it happen.

See? Maybe it's not fear—maybe I’m just being lazy.

💛

The best compliment I ever received was when someone told me that their friend (who used to be my friend as well) said I was one of the most fun people at the institute. Made my day.

A Reflection on Simple Blessings

When I look back at the past...

I am truly grateful for the house I lived in. All the essential places were within reach—the bus stop, the supermarket I could visit after work, the short walk to my office, and a place where I could spend time with my loved ones.

Have I not been grateful enough?

Odyssey*

In the coming days, I will embark on a journey of self-discovery, one where I'll face the uncertainty of traveling alone. Fear will walk beside me—fear of the unknown, of unfamiliar places, and of not accomplishing what I set out to achieve. Yet, I know that with each step, I’ll grow stronger.

There will be moments of doubt, where I will question whether I’m moving in the right direction. The fear of failing to fulfill the purpose of my travels will loom large, but I’ll remind myself that every challenge is an opportunity to learn and evolve. I will find courage not in the absence of fear, but in the strength to move forward despite it.

This journey will be about more than just destinations; it will be about embracing the journey itself. I will face my fears, one by one, and I’ll carry hope with me, knowing that no matter the outcome, I’ll emerge wiser, braver, and more resilient.

*this post was made using AI because I don't even know what to say anymore.

k

The abbreviations that I still accept:
yg

gpp

blm (but I can't accept sdh)

(word)2 

btw

thx

k

otw

Rindu Minggu

Merindukan hari Mingguku yang slow dan relaxing.