though i'm not really interested to the morning class at all, but the rest is such an another lovely day. a rendezvous with friends. a date. a visit to grandma's house.
love talk today is about how some people can make a steady state in the curve of their life. having a high dream is a must. but when there's no way to get there, just don't hide behind the fate from god and make no development in the quality of life. and believe, there's always a way.
do you know the quote that i hate for the most?
it is "god will give us the best". by believing that stupid quote i will consider that sitting here for typing and blabbering an unnecessary thing is the best thing god gave to me. oh, yes, it's good for me, because it can take my mind of from my tasks for a while. heheheee.. the fact is, i have a dream, and i can be there by leaving this stuff and starting to carve my dream in that stone with my bleeding fingers. yeah, bleeding is must. the best view is when we are climbing the hill, isn't it?
when there's no way to climb the hill you want to climb, maybe there's a shortcut to go to your hill by taking a way in another hill. but if not, it's really the best time to believe that stupid quote.
i don't know, there are some people around me who easily throw away a chance and make a steady state while waiting for another chance. and they hide behind that stupid quote. ah, you're just too lazy, maybe arrogant too! a little step is better than no step. recharge for the big step? nonsense. a big step only can be made after exercising a little step. baby crawls first.
and some of them are begging for a proper income *hey, get in a point* =D
rupiahs were spent to open the next door to the next phase of life. but what are you? =D you're a cleverer nobody until you're testified. do you ever think about giving an adverse consequence if you labeled yourself as testified but you're not? i classically think that we need to prove it, then we can beg for a higher income.
another love talk is about analyzing people. do you know how to improve your self? analyze the good side of people. every time you analyze the bad one, you will be in a lower level. why? because you will think that you are better. sigh, like me now. i'm implicitly seeing the bad side of some people. and then i feel very fine, but i forget something, these people are growing and getting bigger and bigger, unseen by me. and if i continue, one day i will be the only one who left in the lowest level without me even realize.
my world is not only about me, my dreams, and what i want to do. i have family, i have friends, and i have him. i have my own dreams, my family's dreams, and his dreams. and i want to do all that, but i can't unless i break the wall around me and see the true world.. *bang*
as long as i remember Allah asks us to try and the rests are on His hand. what is the matter? let me try and let Allah decide the result. case closed. chance never comes twice. how hard i try to reach those dreams, i will never get those if those dreams are not mine. and how hard you ask me stop to reach those dreams, i will get every thing if those are mine (verda, 2009)
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