I do not mind trying, but I am tired of finding some ways.
I am tired of having a bad luck.
I am tired.
I am tired of having a feeling like I am incapable of doing things I would like to do.
I am tired of trying to believe that I have a right to fight.
I am tired of facing the fact that what I love might harm me.
I am tired, God.
I am really tired.
Open the mailbox to find no new mail.
It is tiring to have my e-mails unresponded.
I am tired of putting in more effort than I received.
But I am tired more of the feeling I have when I stop giving an effort.
I am tired of not trying to change my life.
Yet, it still remains unchanged.
Guess I have not tried my best.
I do not mind trying everything, I just do not know what kind of "everything" I should do.
What should I do?
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