Selfish-me

All my plans for my future aren't going well. And I hate it very much.

Every time I make a choice, none of them seems right. Instead, people will call me "bingungan", "ga tau maunya apa", "plin-plan", etc.

I herewith declare that I 100% know what I want.

But, the universe always works against me.
And I hate it when people think that I am selfish and ambitious. Because, somehow, I know how to get my life back and it makes me sad, really sad.

I can't always have everything that I want, right? *rolling-eyes*

I think, I will remain silent.