Bukannya tidak ada yang pernah menanyakan kabarku. Tapi entah yang tanya itu basa-basi, atau aku yang enggan berbagi kabar.
OK. Kabarku lelah. Sekali.
Been trying to validate my feelings but couldn't find the right word. But, yea, life provides what the human needs. It was just suddenly appeared:
Sometimes I wish I wasn't a mother, but I'd never dream of giving my children "back" or want to live in a world where they didn't exist and I wasn't their mother.
--Danielle Campoamor
I (still) thought that being a mother is easy; thus, I feel very guilty if I show to the other how exhausted I am. I'm drained out. I want to be hugged and asked "how is your day?".
I will mostly reply "biasa aja" to the "how is your day?", but there will be a time, I will cry, and that's the time to say that I am doing a good job.
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